To something long gone

It’s only a matter of time

With a couple seconds to go

With your lovely face to pass me by

A pretty picture painted with snow

Wouldn’t miss me if I left

I’m homeless but for where I sleep

Home is where the heart is but mine’s shattered to bits

My love is something fragile and weak

My love can wash away 

Ocean waves and missed sunshine

Oil paint trying to dry in a day



Trying to hold on

If you could just listen to me for once

Baby I love you don’t think straight

I’m not mad at your sad tears

I’m just worried you’re not here

C’mon think it through!

Think it through…

I don’t wanna be left alone

And I know you’re not something to own

But for just once…

I wanna say you’re mine

Even as you slip through

Dancing, smiling, caving in

Laughing as you fade away

Is this why they call it fate

Why is it that you’re gone

I suddenly don’t miss you?


Look at these twisted sluts

Sundays and tomorrow

Blankets and pillows

Cigarettes and alcohol

Sex and drugs

You and i fit together nicely

Puzzle pieces and tape

Suns and moons with a star between

Erections and slick

Assholes and sluts

All those dirty thoughts

Hidden under neon lights

Such a glitter doll

With glitter veins

And a cut throat smile

Gone as i blow my bubblegum



But Full Of Me

And through the smoke came the ghostly smile of her past lover

They kissed her broken forehead as she took a drag

The cigarette burned her finger tips from so far away

Markers marked the markings on her destroyed arms

Lampshades of golden glitter and shades

Pens of past letters that notes that were never formed

Pictures never drawn and candy never eaten

Memories never made and memories never remembered 

Either way there’s no point to being here anymore

No point to smiling laughing or caring

I’m a sad motherfucker

So sad and dead


Without Your Daddy

I’ll float up so high

So far from you

And your daddy issues

Because I’m the same as you

Some things water can’t wash away

So just wash away my face

Tears stain you sweetly

Sugar and satin

Tell me about your little girls

With the head of curls

With the tears sweet and dry

But if you were my little girl

I curl and cry

Nothing I wouldn’t do

Just for you

Sugar and satin

Tear falls and curls

Little boys and little girls

Just cry and don’t die

I’ll cross a line and ask you to be mine

Old and young 

But I wanna know first

As I call out alone

Where did my daddy go


Full Of Dark Beauty

I would give you everything

And everything you took

Replace the blood in my veins with sugar and glitter

My eyes with beads and pearls

My pretty pastel

Such a girl with a black mind full of bright colours

I’m thinking you’re from a dark place

But your dress is so pretty made of tough silk and choking thread

Such a girl with sad thoughts in her head

Not paying the sun any thought as you know it will rise tomorrow

But if it didn’t I don’t think you’d notice with your dark shades always on

You’d wear the moon as a pendent but I don’t think it’d be pretty enough

The sun as a sparkle in your eye but I don’t think it’d be bright enough

Time could never age you as your voice is still sickly sweet

Too many bird songs have reached your ears

Your heart is never hollow just too full of blood to bother with anything else

My pretty pastel

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Of Graves Too Deep

What does the world look like from so far away?

How deep is this hole you’ve dug?

Sometimes I blink my eyes at the sky and pretend I’m looking at you.

Hope my tears one day dry.

She was so gorgeous with her name on her headstone. Announcing her presence to all that look upon her.

Angels took her so far away, I just wish I could hold her again.

But she’s gone now, like melted snow.

She had beauty in her eyes and beauty in her soul.

No thought ever crossed her mind of returning to me.

But I still remember her love like a blanket remembers a scent.

My heart keeps beating past all my thoughts of joining you.

So deep in your grave, I only know of missing you.

An angel with wings so hidden and deep. Yet you’d never fly back to me.

My life is wasted without you in it.

Breatheing is so difficult without you breatheing beside me.

Music has become lost without you listening to it with me.

Sight has become dull without you looking at me.

Time can no longer twist me worse that I am.

Oh, how I wish I was dreaming only to wake and find you in my arms.