Cause I’m a deadboi

But if I could write you words babe

I won’t forget you babe

Make me die through dreams

Dreaming of you with knives and guns

Violence and edges

Suicide and choking hands

Dead things and walking corpses

I’m a dead boy

Die with me babe

Fucking Romeo and Juliet

A story to remember 

But you don’t remember me

I’m messages on a screen

Buttons never clicked and a story never finished

Keyboard words and angry parents

Hugs, kisses, sex and all those sentimental things

I’m your dead boy, babe

Qoute me on this now

When I say

“You’d never make me frown”

Because honestly when I’m with you

I might as well drown

-S.F.403

But i Remember You

Tie your ribbon around my feet

Wrap me tight in these wishing dreams

Let me sleep in blissful peace

But please don’t leave me alone just yet

I’m sorry for all the things I say

And all the emotions I show

I know how you hate them so I’ll try to take them away

You say I’m pretty when I smile

Happy notes and shaking hands

Hugs and easy words

It’s not goodbye it’s see you later

But insecurities rob my thoughts

And fear infects my brain

Please don’t leave me half way through this dark tunnel

When I know you’re all on the other side

But for you

Whether it be my feet, wrists, or throat

I’ll carry the thought of you wherever I go

My friends and family so stretched and far between

Gone is time and distance as memories make me smile

I hope to return one day

Return your smiles and stay

But for now

For now, I’ll take a single step in the right direction

For every million I take back

Because that single step

Is a step forward to the future

And a step that brings me closer to you

-S.F.403

To something long gone

It’s only a matter of time

With a couple seconds to go

With your lovely face to pass me by

A pretty picture painted with snow

Wouldn’t miss me if I left

I’m homeless but for where I sleep

Home is where the heart is but mine’s shattered to bits

My love is something fragile and weak

My love can wash away 

Ocean waves and missed sunshine

Oil paint trying to dry in a day

-S.F.403

Trying to hold on

If you could just listen to me for once

Baby I love you don’t think straight

I’m not mad at your sad tears

I’m just worried you’re not here

C’mon think it through!

Think it through…

I don’t wanna be left alone

And I know you’re not something to own

But for just once…

I wanna say you’re mine

Even as you slip through

Dancing, smiling, caving in

Laughing as you fade away

Is this why they call it fate

Why is it that you’re gone

I suddenly don’t miss you?

-SF.403

Look at these twisted sluts

Sundays and tomorrow

Blankets and pillows

Cigarettes and alcohol

Sex and drugs

You and i fit together nicely

Puzzle pieces and tape

Suns and moons with a star between

Erections and slick

Assholes and sluts

All those dirty thoughts

Hidden under neon lights

Such a glitter doll

With glitter veins

And a cut throat smile

Gone as i blow my bubblegum

-S.F.403

    

But Full Of Me

And through the smoke came the ghostly smile of her past lover

They kissed her broken forehead as she took a drag

The cigarette burned her finger tips from so far away

Markers marked the markings on her destroyed arms

Lampshades of golden glitter and shades

Pens of past letters that notes that were never formed

Pictures never drawn and candy never eaten

Memories never made and memories never remembered 

Either way there’s no point to being here anymore

No point to smiling laughing or caring

I’m a sad motherfucker

So sad and dead

Wasttttttttttttted
-S.F.403

Without Your Daddy

I’ll float up so high

So far from you

And your daddy issues

Because I’m the same as you

Some things water can’t wash away

So just wash away my face

Tears stain you sweetly

Sugar and satin

Tell me about your little girls

With the head of curls

With the tears sweet and dry

But if you were my little girl

I curl and cry

Nothing I wouldn’t do

Just for you

Sugar and satin

Tear falls and curls

Little boys and little girls

Just cry and don’t die

I’ll cross a line and ask you to be mine

Old and young 

But I wanna know first

As I call out alone

Where did my daddy go



S.F.403